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                                    the perks for being a wallflower

this book kind of makes me happy,
i guess, because
i can relate to it.
it also makes me sad, you know, because
i can relate to it.
i like books like these
that make me sad because
they make me sad and when i'm
sad i think about things that
usually i try to ignore because
those things make me sad.
i know its bad because i try to
distance myself from the world
and live in my own world where
things like 'problems at home'
dont exist. but i do, and i get
sad alot and i smile and i get
sad and i wish we were all
happy and loved each other and
liked each other all at the same time.
but other people always have it worse.
i kind of wish that i bought more
stuff so the receipt i'm writing
this all on was longer, but not really.
its already 9:42 and i want to read a little
more so good night i have school tomorrow.